Do what you need - to express it - to get it out there - to make it public.
THEN DELETE THAT FUCKER!!
Burn the pages in moonlight. Ask for a correction to the cause from those that walk in the spirit world that were involved.  And put onto the winds the demand that those living and walking in their own shoes - may find a way to resolve their own (to us) falsehoods, lies, thefts, hurts caused etc.   
But don't forget to DELETE IT ALL - BURN IT TO ASHES - then blow them across water and let it clean your soul.

Write it, print it, express it - make sure you have facts not only emotional suppositions (but write those down to burn too!) - then let it go!   Burn it to ash; as it's been burning your joy for all this time!!
It's been a stone in the bag on your back that you carry like a martyr's cross.
WELCOME BACK TO BREATHING
WELCOME BACK TO TAKING POWER OVER WHAT YOU CAN CHANGE!
oh and you get that the change isn't in THEM right?
EMBODY THE CHANGE   .. then see what happens.
But Removing this toxic load from your genetic loadstone is magical!
Does this help you?   Is it bullshit?  Feel free to start a conversation!